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My life

i didn’t know some of these were weird :/

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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? my boyfriend? ew. gross…yeah….
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? negatron.
3. Have you taken someone’s virginity? oh the lulz.
4. Is trust a big issue for you? very much so.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? not nearly enough.
6. What are you excited for? owning a car.
7. What happened tonight? it’s only 7. i watched a crappy movie?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? nah, i do it all the time. i think it’s not classy when girls get really wasted and try to hook up with everyone.
9. Is confidence cute? in moderation. too much is obnoxious.
10. What is the last beverage you had? water and peach tea mio.
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 0. of the same sex? 0. haven’t met a person yet who hasn’t screwed me over in some way.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yessir. too fat for them but i do it anyway because i’m a tubby rebel.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? maybe scarborough fair? maybe Battle Royale? something with my brofriend.
14. What are you going to spend money on next? A CARRRRRR.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? almost 6 months. gross.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Dear sweet babby jesus i can only hope.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? ugh….blake…
18. The last time you felt broken? the last 16 years.
19. Have you had sex today? nope.
20. Are you starting to realize anything? that i have nothing figured out and my life is a joke.
21. Are you in a good mood? lulz.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? yes yes yes yes!!! <3
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? his are darker. mine are more grey.
24. What do you want right this second? for someone to tell me that everything is going to fall in to place and i’ll be ok. and to have it be true.
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? say? no idea. i’d be too hurt for words.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? uuuuhhh….the top part.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? no, i need to laugh.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Pauly D :P
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? always.
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? not everyone.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? nah, my roommate is pretty awesome!
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes. not sure if he knows to what extent. not sure i do either to be fair :/
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? HAHAHAH i wish.
34. Listening to? nothing. laaaame.
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? if that’s the closest thing to me.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? werk werk werk werk. always at werk.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? lust, not love. love is the person on the inside, not just the outside.
38. Who did you last call? mi madre. about to call my brother.
39. Who was the last person you danced with? Calvin or Maisha.
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because i was leaving and i wanted to.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? oof. around valentine’s day?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? nope. never do.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? i embarrass myself in front of myself.
44. Do you tan in the nude? me and tan…together?…nope.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no need.
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? kinda, yeah.
47. Who was the last person to call you? my brother. need to check my voicemail.
48. Do you sing in the shower? oooooh no. only in cars.
49. Do you dance in the car? YUHHHHH!!!!
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? nope. but it could be fun.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? um 14. with my brother and sister. for mother’s day.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? oh definitely!
53. Is Christmas stressful? EXTREMELY. especially when you’re broke.
54. Ever eat a pierogi? no clue what that is, so no. google? still no.
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple i suppose.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? ballerina. singer. zoologist.
57. Do you believe in ghosts? i don’t think so…not too sure.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? often.
59. Take a vitamin daily? hahahha not even remotely close.
60. Wear slippers? yes.
61. Wear a bath robe? when it’s cold enough.
62. What do you wear to bed? since it’s hot, shorts and a huge t shirt.
63. First concert? incubus. July 4, 2002. beautiful. fell in love.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? depends on what i need. (no K-Mart near Dallas)
65. Nike or Adidas? uh, Vans?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? lays bbq.
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? dill pickles.
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? that one…about the boy…
69. Ever take dance lessons? not lessons, but it was for a PE credit.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? first i need to find out more about this future spouse.
71. Can you curl your tongue? taco tongue? yup!
72. Ever won a spelling bee? refused to participate. too lazy :P
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yeah, i feel stupid about it now…
74. What is your favorite book? oof, there’s a few to choose from.
75. Do you study better with or without music? not sure.
76. Regularly burn incense? nope. i was hooked on candles for a while though. incense give me a headache.
77. Ever been in love? yup. it’s dumb and pointless.
78. Who would you like to see in concert? incubus, jm/soco, morningwood, slagsmalsklubben, halcali, flow, msi, boosh, so so so many.
79. What was the last concert you saw? msi. it was glorious.
80. Hot tea or cold tea? cold. i’m texan.
81. Tea or coffee? tea.
82. Favorite type of cookie? oatmeal raisin!
83. Can you swim well? i can flail like a pro.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes? can’t everyone?
85. Are you patient? sometimes, not always.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? the real question is, wedding at all?
87. Ever won a contest? like once. i got a shirt from kids wb!
88. Ever have plastic surgery? no. i don’t think i would mind it though.
89. Which are better black or green olives? haven’t had either.
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? be smart about it. i have my own person rules for myself, but just…everyone should be smart about it.
91. Best room for a fireplace? the least flammable.
92. Do you want to get married? oh jeez…want… think so. will it ever happen? NOOOOOPE!

hey tumblr, wanna know a secret?

my life is a complete wreck :)

i’m about to lose my job and can’t find a new one. but i have bursts of motivation and apply like crazy on craigslist. but i feel like i’m not qualified or good enough for anything or anyone and no one will hire me. YAY!
in 3 months, i will have gone a year without a car. the other day a group of guys kept yelling and harassing me and i just wanted to break down and cry. and a few weeks ago some guy grabbed me on the bus because he was trying to get my number. it’s getting worse, and i’m not as mentally stable as i once was. so it’s a lot harder for me to brush it off and act like i don’t care.
i filed for my taxes february 9 and i still haven’t gotten my money back (which i will be using to buy a car). i would love to call someone and get it worked out, but i don’t know who to call or how to talk with an actual person and not an automated machine.

but the worst part of all of this is, i’m having to do this all on my own. completely. no one is helping me, and when i get frustrated and need to vent or talk to someone, i have no one. no friends, no family, no anyone to talk to and help me.

the other night Calvin made a painfully true point that he’s the only one who’s there for me. and he gave me examples of how no one else is. it hurts, and it sucks, but it’s true. and i’ve been trying so hard to push him away and not get attached but he’s right. and i feel like i have to open up to him because he’s all i have. and i hate that. i don’t want my boyfriend to be everything to me. not again. but even he’s gone all the time. so i’m still on my own.

so that’s my life guys. and i’m going crazy. i completely broke down today. and it sucks. but i’m trying. hard. so desperately. and i’ve never felt this horrible.

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